maybe... JUST maybe poly is really not the route to uni.
Been contemplating to stop school. I really... hate communism, liberalism and whatever fucked up nonsense my dear karl marx and max weber has come out with.
Many ask me not to give up. Kinda like... not be a quitter. u noe... like preserve to the end.
but there's aways two side to things. How about this: Im not a quitter. Im just a person who knows what she WANTS, and whats gna make her happier. Whats not good for her, whats not suitable for her.
Just got notified that UNLV is having the jan intake. Was happily filling in the form... but thoughts of my parents stopped me halfway.
The only two things stopping me is my parents and me not wanting to experience regrets. Though i couldn't get into a glamours course like dentistry... unlike someone in the family. which makes everyone goes "WOW" but at least im the first in the extended family to go from poly route to uni. Making my family first with ppl of uni eligible age to get into local uni.
I'm not blind to see the pride my parents have for themselves when i get into uni. Its not the pride on me that matters. I don really give a damm actually. *though it was probably the stupid reason why i chose NTU in the first place*Its the pride on them thats kinda stopping me actually.
UNLV jan intake has four more days to dateline. Should i apply for it. What happens if i just suddenly fall in love with socio... i don wanna be an ass and reject UNLV the second time.... should i just wait for the aug intake. Be double sure that socio is really not for me??
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