Behind the mask... is the truth

hmm... today last paper... at first thought can happily go Kbox sing the hell out of me de... but den who noe straight after exam called to ms kim room then to ms wong room... then she gave us a long lecture on our emaths paper... haiz... she said we did very badly... and i think is really veri badly... coz she scold us like hell lorx... then she oso tell me i most probably won pass... die liao lahx... haiz... i mean i seriously don understand... other world ppl are oso studying... they are oso living the same way we are... but y they have better school life than us?? much less stressful... i really can't stand singapore's study system... i think maybe one day when i cannot take it i will just act mad and get myself into mental hospital... i mean y not... u get free food and stay... hahax... hmm... suddenly been thinking these days... i seems to have lost alot of things... physically and mental bahx... bout mio surronding stuff... and yet i see no gain... i mean of course i've gain a few things... but... i lost much more important stuff.... haiz... dunnoe lahx... depression mood bahx... coz of my sucky mid year and o level coming... seriously... it's just a blink...